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Finding the Time to Write

10/30/2014

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Perhaps the most daunting challenge any writer faces is finding the time to write. More exactly it is consistently finding the time write. Most aspiring writers lead busy lives and have a plethora of non-writing obligations: they have to jobs to complete, families to look after, careers to plan, people to see, and places to go. Finding time to write is of such paramount importance that I believe it serves as a tightly controlled border that separates writers who do write from writers who only aspire to write. But even writers who do manage to squeeze a few hours of writing into their schedules effectively do little more than tread water. The ocean around them is vast. There is no land in sight. And even when one spots an island in the distance and swims toward the shore, there always looms the possibility of a tidal wave which might crash over them and wash them out into the open water once again. At the moment, my particular circumstances in the writing/life balance is much more dire. I'm no longer treading water. Rather, I am bound in shackles and locks and encased in tightly sealed, bulky steel Houdini-esque safe that is rapidly sinking to the bottom of the sea. I have no idea how to escape my bonds nor how much air I have left. Plainly put, I am in the unenviable situation of finding it impossible to find time to write.

Of course, this is not a new dilemma for me. Establishing an effective and productive writing/life balance is a challenge I have faced my entire life. There have been many periods when I found the necessary time to write, but it usually came with some sort of compromise or sacrifice, most often a barren social life or a lack of sleep. I found some reprieve after I became a teacher. If nothing else, at least I knew I had six-to-eight weeks in the summer to dedicate to the craft. This is how I eventually wrote The City of Earthly Desire. I began working on it in the summer of 2010 and managed to complete the necessary research and an extremely rough draft. I then picked away at it whenever I could during the school year. This usually entailed getting up at four in the morning on weekdays when the world was quiet – well, as quiet as it gets in New York City – and chipping away at the draft for a couple of hours before it was time to leave for my teaching job. I also spent a few hours on the manuscript on the weekend. During this whole time I was preparing myself for the upcoming summer when I knew I would have to finish the novel as best as I could. Well, it ended up taking an extra year, but I did manage to find the time in the end. Then we moved to Canada, my son was born, and for all intents and purposes, I found it impossible to find the time to write since.

Two years have passed since I finished The City of Earthly Desire and in those two years I have essentially written nothing save for these blog posts (and as you can see, even these have been sparse and rather sporadic.) Surprisingly, this has not bothered me too much. In the past four years I have lived in three different countries and this constant moving about coupled with the energy required to raise a child have required significant amounts of time-investment. I do not begrudge this investment. In fact, I have rather enjoyed it and have seen it as a necessity considering my circumstances. Having said that, I find myself thinking about finding time to write again. I am picking away at the locks that bind me. I know I will crack the safe before the air runs out and I will escape, gaze above me, and through the murky stillness I will see a faint ceiling of light toward which I will swim until surface once again. Once there, I will breathe in deep lungfuls of air, and I will begin to tread water once again. 


It's only a matter of time . . .   

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Bradford Philen
10/31/2014 20:13:50

Frank, well said, my friend...and you're right, it's only a matter of time. I, too, find myself in the same situation, and my wife and I don't even have kids yet...I try not to put too much pressure on it though, and pencil thoughts and characters and plots in my mind. The time will come for sure...keep at it!

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Francis Berger
11/1/2014 01:57:27

Thanks for the comments, Brad! It's encouraging to see you are consistently getting your work out there. I'm on the cusp, I swear! :)

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